Proof Of My Humanity

My bedisde manner, in person, and especially here on my blog, may come off to others as one of a jerk. For the record, I fully admit that I am an arguementative person, and not always very nice. As you can tell, virtually every one of my blogs are arguements for one side or another, and in most of my conversations above the, what are you doin, level, are discussions where there are 2 differing opinions. Because the majority of my interactions with my friends (who I care for very deeply, and take Thomas Jeffersons stance of political or religious arguements not being a just cause to terminate friendship.), are arguements or discussions, my overall demeanor has morphed by necesity to resemble that of a brick wall. I dont usually show emotion, and when people discuss things with me, by nature, I am ruthless, and at some points down right mean or insulting. For this, I cannot blame entirely on force of habit, rather I blame it on my flaws as a human being. It is something I must work on as a person to be a better friend.

So, in a small exercise, I will release a few things few people know about me that prove I am not a complete bastard.

I love stars. I ly in my backyard sometimes on nice nights and just stare at them in awe. I could write novels on why I love them so much. They are absolutely beautiful in every way, and I certainly dont use the word beautiful often, so it means something. Stars are awesome.

(Orion, yo)

I love music, I listen to all different kinds. Even if heavy metal music is what i listen to the most, I actually like soft rock the most, its very sweet and calming, and represents audial beauty to me.



I love to read, and not just stupid sci fi books, I also read drama books, and yes some of those have been love storys, I dont often tell people because its slightly embarassing, well now you know.




I love my friends, Yes, the people I argue with, I would do anything for any of them without thinking about it for even a second. I would give 1 of my lungs or kidneys to any of them.





Finally, I love nature, specifically flowers...*Head goes down in shame*, yes: orchids, hybiscus, rose, it doesnt matter. I find all of them absolutely beautiful, again, it may seem like I throw this word around, but I dont, flowers rock house. If I could have my own garden filled with flowers, I would do it in a heartbeat, but I fear my brother would kill me.



So there you have it, 5 very personal things about me that prove im not a total jerk, I do have love in my heart for a small number of great beautiful things.